ENTRIES
Date / Time : Tuesday, February 2, 2010 / 17:18
i wanted to update my blog on monday.
bt see lahh. now sat oready. bkn mls.
nk update jekk, tersidetrack. last2 terluper nk update.
ni cafe world nyer psl uh!! grr...
currently im watching raja lawak @ youtube. sumpah aku leh jadik giler.
lagi2 johan & zizan! hahah.
okay stop!
hahahah. this week is sooooooooo bowing! sal saket.
then tkleh gy aner2.
oh yahh, im not longer jobless (:
started werking yesterday. yess!! part time jekk while waiting for sch.
bt the whole of next wk have to werk everyday cause CNY mahh!
extend till 1030 lakk tuu. wat to do.
werking long hrs means more $$ leh shopping!!
heheheh. bler lahh nk 18feb. cpat lahh. nk schhh!!!
overall im a happy girl now.
........................................
bt deep down, i still mish him.
teach me to stop caring, when I think of what we were
teach me to stop crying, when I see you there with her
show me how to live again, when you're not here with me
show me how to fight the fact, that we're not meant to be
tell me that i'll be alright, and my life will be okay
without you right here by my side, to hold my hand each day
let these teardrops wash away, don't let this heartbreak last...
let me let go like you did, for you've forgotten me so fast
Date / Time : Sunday, January 31, 2010 / 23:44
Im back i guess..
I knw everything happen for a reason. & now i knw why it happened.
I finally got her back (:
God, pls let her stay for good now.
Date / Time : Saturday, January 30, 2010 / 23:39
This lies become a part of me. For weeks, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt each time I hear his name.
Ignoring what's inside of me, pretending I've moved on.
As if the feelings I once had for him are somehow gone.
Spending each and every day with happiness and laughter.
Forgetting all our memories avoiding our photographs.
But last night when I saw his photos....for the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment...I couldn't catch my breath
When suddenly it hit me as the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go.
Date / Time : Sunday, January 24, 2010 / 23:36
i thought i could be strong enough to face this. WRONG!
im gonna break into tears anytime soon ):
Saying goodbye was harder than I could have imagined...
soey. im gonna be on HIATUS for now until idk when.
Date / Time : Monday, January 18, 2010 / 13:52
its been like a wk of not updating (:
not because of mls.
but my comp broke down last wk. tuu yg kena antar g repair.
1 hari tkder comp leh mati hor! hahah.
bt thank god they didnt reboot my comp.
lau tk abes lahh gmbr2 ku hilang.
went out with sis & meera. i forget which day lahh.
actually the plan was to accompany sis to dover.
terbabas pat town! hahaha.
kiter jln2. shopping! biler tkder duit, ader jekk ngah sale.
bingit/geram dan mcm2 lagi!!!
had our lunch/dinner at Pizza Hut @ PS.
tell u. the standard was way2 off frm the other Pizza Hut outlets ):
dessert at Swensen. shared ice cream with meera.
last2 aku yg abes kn. grrr.
lagi aper eh nk update?? hmm.
ouhh yahh. dye-ed my hair & also cut my fringe.
sis cut it for me. sumpah i look like minah2 cina senget! hahaha.
&& last wk was soo not my week.
keep arguing with Sunny. raser mcm nk give up pn ader sehh.
bt thank god everything is alright now.
turning no 3 soon (:
okay lahh, tml i update lagi! hehe.
Date / Time : Sunday, January 10, 2010 / 16:30
im not in a stable condition right now. this moment.
im sick. having sore thoart. & sadly, no one care.
yes. not even Sunny. he dun bother abt me ):
idk where i did wrong to deserve this kind of treatment frm him.
i mish my old Sunny.
oh anyways went to meera's crib ydae. help her with the cukur rmbt majlis.
alhamdulilah, everything goes as planned.
sesungguhnyer aku pnat. no doubt. bt i did have fun.
especially ngn meera nyer adk sdare. rmbt kiter 3 samer style dok! haha.
wish we could spend more time. bt too bad, i have to go home ):
ling, laen kali dilah dtg blang aku okay? blh jumper dier.
tml i'll be having an interview at Jrg.
sumpahh aku nervous. its an office job.
i really home i get it (:
wish me luck ppl.
Date / Time : Wednesday, January 6, 2010 / 15:08
hello mellow. long time nvr update.its oready fri. actually i wanted to update my blog on tue. bt tergendala.
currently at meera cribs. helping her with tml stuffs.
actually she asked me to sleepover here. bt mum nvr allow. hahah.
terpakser lahh dtg sni pagi2 sok. hahha.
ni ngah layan haaziq. cute nk mampos ni bdk kecik. mcm nk cium2 jekk!!
mr boyfy is booking out in awhile. sadly i cant meet him ):
punyer lahh seksa nk suwoh si ayul ni uwt homework. ader jekk distraction.
okay lahh, nk sambong uwt keje. tea break dahh abes! hahah.
see you when i see you. taaaaa!
